Live.Laugh.Smoke

Am going to the pool. So what, it’s 10 am? i’m goin swimmin, BITCH. ;)

I think my senior year is going to be the best…

I’ve gained so much confidence!!! (:
I can’t wait to rule being an older seventeen.

I can’t wait for my own apartment. I swear to god, I’m gonna walk around in basketball shirts, sports bras, pretty panties, and a hat and jacket. Fuck clothes. It’s hot. Why the shame? It’s all the same to a degree, right? 

Life is entertaining!
Thought:

    Tony feels the way he does because ofCondidence. Tell him that.

Went out with Anthony, stopped at Zack and Hoku’s and then cruised around ewa at his house….

Wow…I wasn’t even trying, but it was the hottest sex we’ve ever had! Spending time with someone really doeschange the way things are. We spent time on each other….for once.

But…the feelings are calming…not going away, they’re just….stilling. Maybe it’s because I’m just used to it.

IN OTHER NEWS:

   I met a cute boy on the bus today! I ran into him and Jacob at the bus stop, and we all got on the same bus. He called me cute….that’s good. Right? (;

That’s all for tonight.

OH and I ran away from home for 6 days! ;) Just got home yesterday!

Time to disappear…..

I don’t want to trust anybody.
I can’t trust anybody..

Not even myself…

Now I’m alone. Where else is there?

Apparently, since I’m fucking Tony, I’m an evil slut.
My mom told me I’m not allowed to iron a dress in her room because she doesn’t want evil in there.

Evil..?
Wtf.

How does that even make sense?

I’m laughing my ass off right now hahahaa

hahahahaha I went out with bob and Tony tonightt (: (: (: (:

It was well worth the wait.
I cruised, and not 5 minutes after work, Tony is on me, slapping my ass.

He was cute tonight. I got to wear his jacket all night (: (:
I’m smooooth. Well, unless it’s around strangers, I’m awkward then.

So I’m walking across the street headed home cos bob and anthony dropped me off, and this dude, makes like…kiss noises to get my attention as he drives by. I look, give him a sly look, and smile. But suddenly it looks like I know this dude. So when I look at him again, I smile and wave excitedly! D:

He pulled over and I ran home….

WHY AM I SO AWKWARD!? XDDDDD

Honestly…?
I’m tired of making plans and going out….

Tomorrow, I will call Anthony after 6 and tell him I’m headed to EasyHome.

Bob will meet me there.

No need for a drunk rage.

No need for drama.

No need for hanging out with these little kids who think they’re so hardcore.

I’m all g.

I’m going to hit the shower early….

Ima burn my last dime in the shower, as usual.
And then pop a valium pill after brushing my teeth to make sure I don’t have back pain in the morning.

I’ll be seeing Tony on Friday…It’s not fair to keep himtoofar away (;

Goodnight tumblr….<3